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went to interview for my first job yesterday. actually not an interview but just to meet the teachers la. anyway, my stupid flats were so painful to walk in. >.< i barely walked down the staircases from my house and it started to hurt, but i thought it was normal since normal new shoes also need a period of seasoning, but less than 5 minutes, i started to put plasters on my feet. >.< and i decided to walk to the library first cos the bus was quite inconvenient, and from the library i decided to walk to the sch since there was only 1 direct bus to the school frm the library and it was only 1 bus stop away, and the bus stop was opp of the library. >.< so stupid me decided to walk to the sch. then after chatting with the teacher there,she decided to bring me to tour the sch, and i thought it was quite impolite to reject her, and i juz followed her around.(with blisters on my feet) >.< but the teachers are quite nice, they were like, "if dunno, juz ask us..." yupp. but this job only for 1.5 months. :( that means i'll most likely have to find another job. >.<
after the interview, i wanted to walk to yck mrt which was probably like 10 min walk frm the sch, and i was so glad to see 851 at the bus stop. i dont think i could have walked the 10 min journey.and yes, upon reaching np, the first thing to do was to buy a new pair of shoes. >.< then went to z's house to mug.:)
and when i got home, the first thing i did was to inspect my blisters. haha. there was a blister on my small toe, and at my big toe on EACH FEET, and there was an additional blister at my left heel. :( hope they won't burst when i go for prom. :(

somehow i'm acting like the whole As' is over. o.O went out on both fri and sat. on fri we went to the sinseh first cos of my shoulder and had to tuina for 30 mins. very pain!!!but me ish a strong girl and i didnt complain to the massager although i wanted to just tell her to stop massaging. >.< but somehow my shoulder still aching leh. but it was kinda funny, cos the sinseh was saying my body quite heaty, and the convo went like this:

S: do u always eat fried stuff?
W: er no. (basically i think i eat fried stuff like once in 6 months or something. lol.)
S: hmmm. do u eat fruits?
my mum: yes, lots of it.
S: oh, then u definitely not eating enough veggie.
my mum: she eats lots of veggie.

lol. so the reason for my heatiness can't be explained. -.-
anyway, recommended wa ta mi to my mum for lunch cos that time we ate there and the standard wasn't bad. but somehow fri we went, the standard dropped. they didnt do the kneeling thing, (i didnt mind that since it feels weird to have people kneeling down to take orders.)and my mum ordered the ramen which was hard and probably undercooked. :(
then we went to shop around orchard. and we passed by the takoyaki shop and i was telling my mum can buy the mould itself and ownself make...then in the end we went searching for the takoyaki pan!!!lol. but turned out tat only isetan got. and the two little sticks u use to poke the balls? it was ex at isetan. o.o 1 stick for 7 bucks. wanted to find the one that z had but couldn't find leh.
and my mum was funny.cos she bought a pot, and she decided to buy a chiffon mould (although there was already 1 at home which is seldom used.) just so that she gets to use the pot. -.- like you buy a thing and end up buying more things just so that u feel satisfied that the first thing you buy can be put to good use. -.- waste of $$$. (although it's her $$$ la.)

anyway, on sat, we went to buy the ex takoyaki pan at isetan!!!:) love my mum. haha. bought the 2 little sticks too...:) can't wait to try it out. oh, and I'M LEARNING HOW TO DRIVE!!!:) my first practical is at mid-january, and I'm hoping I can get my licence by end march so that the dates don't clash if I'm going to japan.but i have to pass my theory test first. :(and somehow i dont think i can get a licence by end march. :( seeing that the practical lessons are starting like so late...and to think that there will be no more mugging after A's...haiz. and the driving fees are o.O. mum said she lend me the $$$ first, and when I get $$$ from working then can pay her back...:) can't wait to crash drive the car.:)
oh, and i cooked dinner for the whole family!!!pasta and spaghetti, cream sauce and tomato sauce.:) at first the tomato sauce is my mum cook de, then she decided to throw everything to me. -.- and my sis said it was ok, which I think it was good cos she said she wasn't hungry but i saw her taking second helpings. :) and its kinda funny:
P: which one nice, cream or tomato?
B: eh, i haven't try yet, but I will say both ish nice cos i cooked de. so if one isn't nice, that means the other one also not nice, and if one's nice, the other will be nice too!:)
P: ...

lol. oh, and somehow other ppl think that our sch is full of snobbish and proud ppl. my mum's good friend's daughter whom i met at my sis wedding wanted to make friends with me but she scared i'm like some proud student who refuses to make friends with people not from our school, and she didnt dare to initiate a convo with me. lol. i don't mind making friends with her la, but i'm not the type who will very actively go make friends de.

maths exam was relatively ok, happy that there wasn't any careless mistakes that i didnt check.:) chem was sort of a disaster. things like group 7 and group 2 stuff i actually forgot during the exam. O.o and i wasnt really prepared for paper 2, cos i was more worried for physics over the weekend, and with things going on, i sort of neglected chem. hope that the markers are lenient. :) was really glad that physics paper 2 maintained their standard compared to last year but still worried about my graph cos i think my best fit line was more than a square away from the points. :( gp was... paper 1 was ok compared to prelims, where i walked out of the exam hall not knowing and understanding what i have written and having a bad feeling about the exam (my sixth sense was right!lol.) and i managed to write twice as much for prelims!!!haha. ta ng should be proud of me. :) anyway, paper 2 i thought it was ok except for aq, but it turned out tt i almost got everything wrong for the vocab part. lol. hope the markers are lenient:) econs paper was ok. in the end they focused mainly on inflation for the paper.lol. but they didnt test much about microecons. and i was glad tt just one pen was enough for the whole paper.:) and i thought the paper was easier than last year's one, cos is like i knew what to write for most questions but some of it i didnt write because there wasn't enough time and it was a 4m question, so i figured out tt it will make more sense to devote more time to the 8m question instead. (opportunity cost eh?:P) oh ya, and jap! eh, paper 1 was ok i guess? but i had very little points though. but paper 2 was ... . i thought i did ok until i checked the meanings of certain words and realised i have this tendency to change my answers, often from the correct option to the wrong one.oh wells.

anyway, shall rant about the wedding though i already complained to my friends le. haha.

i couldnt sleep on sat night cos firstly, i was forced (or rather i volunteered because my mum had wanted to sleep on the floor. -.-)to sleep in the living room and yes, my brother didnt volunteer. how nice of him. anyway, secondly, in the middle of the night, i woke up cos someone in the house was snoring so loudly until i couldnt sleep. i figured out it was my mum's friend, cos usually thee isn't any snoring in the house. and yes, i woke up at 5 in the morning cos they were getting ready. considering i slept at 12, i had only 5 hours of sleep, excluding the time i flipped and tossed on the floor due to someone's snoring.

the morning was ok, the bridesmaid came and you know, did the usual stuff by asking the groom to give them big angbao. then they forced him to sing a song before letting him into the room,and my mum spoilt all the fun by asking the bridesmaid to let the groom in cos lack of time, but i was telling her that he almost started singing until she came and interrupted him. -.- then lala-ed around at home and went to my cousins' house (next door) to mug cos it was too noisy. it was kinda funny cos got 3 kids studying in a room where there was a wedding going on next door. and yes, it was kinda funny cos my maternal relatives was all staying at my grandmother's house and all my paternal relatives were at my house. like got this divide. haha. wasnt close to my paternal relatives and most of them were adults, so i decided to go to my cousin's house instead.

then after the tea ceremony, there wasn't much things to do, so we had lunch and la-laed. then helped to pack up and by then had to go down to do make-up and hair. my mum's hair was like got tornado blow, so that all her hair was blown behind. lol. any stupid pig say my hair look like a chicken head.-.- anyway, proceeded to the restaurant, and stupid dog 2 ignored my question. we were at the carpark looking for the designated parking lot, and i asked him wat was his car plate no so that i can help him find too, but he just ignored me. was super pissed off. (i mean try asking my dog a question and the least he could do is to wag his tail, but hey, dog 2 doesnt even have a tail to wag in the first place. )

and yes, the most important part!the seating arrangement. normal arrangement calls for the immediate family to sit at the main table, but my mum decided to go against the tradition and place me and dog 2 with some other unknown relatives, one of which i really really dislike cos a few years back, (blame it on my good memory then. :P) she commented that my nokia 6600 phone was big and ugly, which totally pissed me off.i mean, it's not even your phone and whether my phone is big or ugly, it's none of her business and she shouldnt have shoot her mouth off just entering the house. and yes, i was stoning for more than 1 hr, and even my paternal aunt who i wasnt very close to came and asked how come dog 2 and i weren't sitting at the main table, and i was telling her, oh, it was my mum's arrangement. my mum arranged my big aunt and uncle to sit at the table and i was telling her if by seniority, then when my youngest cousin gets married, there wouldnt be enough space at the main table to accommodate all the aunts and uncles. but she decided to go on.

and barely half the wedding was going on and i really felt like going home. i was telling my mum 人家在喝喜酒，但我一点都不开心. which was true. i felt like i would have been happier staying at home to watch one million stars.and it was probably because my godmother wasn't feeling well so she didnt come to the wedding, that i was feeling so bored at the table. and yes, i didnt even bother talking to dog 2 cos he is like the walls of the lecture theatre-sound absorbent. i was really glad to go home. and next time if i am going to hold a wedding, i'll make sure i'm the one in charge of everything and not my mum cos she thinks that the things she do is always ok, which isnt always the case.

anyway, on a happier note, pig say she's going to name her kid either ashton (i was thinking of aston's steak.lol.) or asher. (i was thinking of the ash guy in pokemon)lol. but i thought the names weren't very 顺口. especially if all the aunts and uncle call him by his christian name, i think it will be funny. "it's a-ton or s-ton or s-tone ah?" lol.

 i hate it when people don't even consider other people's suggestions when doing things. i mean, u argue that u are the one paying so you get to decide everything. fine. then if no one likes it, you have only yourself to blame then. and me,being stubborn, shall juz boycott. since my opinion isn't that important.

maybe i'm juz being anti-social, but trying to squeeze 20-odd ppl into a room is juz not going to work out. i mean, how big can our room be la? trying to ask all relatives to come is just abit... . i'll probably juz emo in the toilet on that day if i want to have a moment of privacy. (that's what my bro did whenever ppl come visiting. LOL. ) and i'll bet she will ask me to keep my notes and everything neatly, but hey, in the midst of exams, who would care whether your notes are being kept away neatly? i'm juz going to keep my notes whereever it's convenient for me and that includes the living room as well. the occasion should be a happy one, but it seems like i'm the only one who doesn't seem very happy abt it. probably because i'm not the main character and no one cares about what i think or do.

on a slightly happier note, (ok, i'm being sarcastic here.) the smart dog decided to eat tissue paper for tea yesterday. the tissue box was on the tv bench and he managed to use his paws to knock the tissue box down and started pulling and eating tissue from the tissue box .-.- when i came out from my room, i was like, "hey, what's tt on the floor? " then i realised it was tissue paper. lol. dunno whether to call him smart or dumb.

but he's becoming deaf now. :( when people walked past our house, he used to be so alert and immediately bark. the neighbors' relatives came yesterday, and they were walking past, but he didnt even notice them. :( it's ironic how u want him to shut up when he barks but now, you'll rather him bark than being oblivious to his surroundings. 

it's a bad thing when lj don't allow u to express two moods. i mean, a person can feel happy and sad at the same time. 
was reading life yesterday, and lala was saying that being a pessimist is a good thing cos you are prepared for the worst. i guess it's a good thing till the point where you start doubting yourself and everyone else around you. 

 went shopping yesterday and felt so tired when i reached home. my whole body was aching and i was feeling cold, (and my mum turned on the fan. >.<) and my mum was saying tt i like old woman, cos walk abit then tired. but then again, we walked for 9 hrs straight leh. and we dont have pe anymore, so of course will get tired right? >.< but turned out tt my lethargic was because i had a fever. :(

actually i suspected tt i have a fever, cos my hands were feeling cold but my body was quite hot. but i wanted to watch my xing guang so only went to took my temperature after the show ended. it was 38.0. but ok la, not v.high.  anyway, woke up today at 7. >.< cos i didnt sleep well. and i think my fever is gone. hopefully. but my body still feels weird.lol. oh, and i think i'm lucky cos this didnt happen like one week ago, if not i'll probably have to skip prelims. (ok, i dont mind skipping physics and chem and jap prelims but i definitely dont want to skip maths exam again.)

oh, and my brother was hilarious. cos he was watching f1 race on tv, and my mum ask him to go to my room to watch cos we want to watch xing guang, then he went inside the room, and my mum was commenting tt the fan was right in front of the tv and how come he can still watch tv. then i think i was quite high and kept laughing.cos is like u imagine someone sitting in front of the tv with the fan in between and you'll wonder if he's watching the tv or looking at the fan. lol. 

talking about xing guang, though i like this guy called 杨 骏 文, i still think the guy frm s'pore sang better, but dunno why the judges prefer 杨 骏 文 more. he didnt synchronise with the band at the start and ended off beat and yet he still managed to win. oh wells.life's unfair. 

and i want to watch tokyo dogs!!!got oguri shun.haha.:)

 i hate buying choosing dresses.:( i opened about three websites and started narrowing down my choices but still left with 30 tabs. :( grrrr. if browsing through dresses is already so tedious, i think i will spend a super long time shopping.ahhhh. >.< cant believe i spent my whole afternoon choosing dresses. i think buying tee shirts are so much easier and hassle-free. :( and my mum refuses to help me narrow down. ok, maybe it's because i dont trust her taste. :(  she was choosing all the plain ones which isnt very nice. and my sis isnt here to criticise. :(   I HATE SHOPPING. >.< i wanted to watch departures on the net but the stupid comp was lagging due to my 30 over tabs. oh wells. guess i'll have to rent it. :(  

on the side note, all the best for those who have exams on monday! jiayou, only one more to go!:) 

 i think there is something wrong with my eyes. or brain.
for chemistry, i realised after the exam that sodium thiosulphate was sulphur and not SILICON. no wonder i couldnt get the equation, and i was thinking how come the notes didnt mention about iodine reacting with silicon compounds. 
and at home, my mum said she is cooking chicken soup for dinner, but i recalled seeing no black chicken in the fridge, until she took out the black stuff that i thought it was chin chow. failz.
on a happy note, there's vinegar fish for dinner!!!:)

Have you ever wondered about a possible future scenario and thinking about when it will happen? And yet, when the time comes, you suddenly feel lost and scared. I've been wondering about this day since I was around the age of 13. At that time, this day seemed so distant. But now, all these seemed surreal. I hate myself for being selfish. 
i guess life will never gonna be the same again. especially without you. 

 well, after the gc saga, i think i'll have to go to the temple to wash away my bad luck. it all started when i had to go to the toilet after physics lecture, and as when i was abt to go out of the cubicle, (the details will not be further elaborated for obvious reasons.) my handphone dropped out of my pocket and fell into the toilet bowl. YES. the toilet bowl. and though it was gross, i managed to take my phone out, and being a self-confessed clean freak, i did something stupid. i washed the already-flooded phone under the tap. :/   (partly because my phone was still working, and i figured out it didnt do any more harm by putting it under more water.^.^ but it died minutes later. oh,and tt time my sis dropped her mp3 into the toilet, i thought it was ridiculous to drop something into the toilet bowl. pot calling the kettle black. oops, no offence meant! :P)  but at least my sim card was saved, albeit dripping with water. and the ironic thing was tt when my gc got stolen, i actually wished tt it was my phone tt got stolen instead, and now i got my wish fulfilled. :/   

and the irritating thing was tt i wanted to mug in the library, but i couldnt find my calculator and thought that i had left it at home, so i thought i had no choice but to sit around, read newspapers and finish my novel. then after completing all those,(it took arnd 1 hr) i decided to juz attempt to do maths and chem w/o calculator and proceed to my bag outside library. AND MY CALCULATOR WAS IN MY BAG. ok, partly it was my fault for not searching more thoroughly. but i spent like a few mins searching my entire bag.:(

and the nxt thing was tt i decided to start on chem qns, and then discovered tt i didnt have my info booklet with me. :(  such a sad day. sigh.
i now hope tt my computer will not crash on me and my house will not be robbed. (well, i cant possibly lose any more ex stuff because all my ex stuff are either stolen or drowned with water. -.-) 

so now i'm currently using my mum's old samsung handphone, and sad to say, i'm not used to using it AT ALL. I spent arnd 5-10 mins typing a sms (i couldnt figure out how to switch frm caps to small letters. >.< )and accidentally calling z. oops. hopefully i dont call the police or the fire brigade wrongly. 

 finally found out my blood group.it's a-plus. kinda disappointed cos i was under this illusion since young tt i have blood grp o since my sis and my bro have o too. (and they decided to omit the blood group from our identification cards.)and i think got one time my sis was telling me tt a specific blood grp was resistant to mosquito bites, and at tt time, i thought it was o blood grp cos i tot my blood was o type.(mosquitoes dont really like my blood)anyway, kinda sad cos i wont be able to donate my red blood cells to my siblings (touchwood) if they really need it. (though i think blood bank should have enough o blood since it's the most common blood type.) although i could donate my plasma to them. ^.^

anyway, went to amk hub to eat lunch after tt, and my mum's orders got mixed up. she ordered curry rice, but when her food came, i was like wondering how come the food have no curry sauce de. 

on a happy note, pig is coming back tomorrow!!!:) can finally give her her belated prezzie which has been sitting on the tv cabinet since more than 1 wk ago. hope she likes it. :)

oh, and my mum says my old cds are still in the storeroom! though there are many more new songs in my mp3 apart frm the cds tt i've had, but it's a consolation than not having any songs left. :)

 i hate the thief/thieves for stealing my stuff.
i hate the fact tt there arent cameras on the 7th floor. (wth.the sch's rich and yet it took them such a long time to implement cameras.)
i hate the fact tt the thieves still bothered ransacking my bag for BOTH my mp3 and gc. WTH. 
I hate the fact tt there exists such irresponsible/immoral ppl in my sch.
i hate the fact tt the thieves decided to steal today and not yesterday.
(i juz brought my mp3 to sch today cos i charged it last nite, and i didnt bring my mp3 yesterday cos it ran out of battery)

I HATE THE THIEVES.
祝你永不超生，不得好死，打入十八层地狱，生儿子没长屁眼，走路踩到香蕉皮，滑个屁股开花狗吃屎！最好加个脑震荡还有半身不遂！

anyway, went to draw blood after sch. and i dont like the doctor. he was ...   . he inserted the needle into somewhere arnd the elbow area, AND he couldnt draw out any blood. he commented," i think this cant work.ur vein seems to be constricted." LIKE DUH. he keep pushing in the needle tip and pulling it out and no blood came out, of course is vein constricted right?then wat, i'm an alien frm mars and i dont have any blood flowing out huh?(and i plucked out the courage to see him drawing blood out cos i was too scared on sunday to do tt.) and this was after he asked me to exercise my hand, but couldnt find any obvious vein, and he still insisted on pushing the needle in. -.- it seems like he is inexperienced, but he was working as a doc ever sinc i visited his clinic. (after going home and complaing to my mum , i got a shock tt the doc whom i visited on sun was his wife. O.o) then he bo bian took blood frm my hand there. (which was wat ky suggested, cos she says tt's wat her dad always do i think.)

the most funny thing is tt i think he had to settle some admin stuff, then he needed me to go out, but after drawing my blood, he asked me to put my right hand over the wound (on my left hand)to prevent blood flow, then he expected me to have a third hand to take his mc and a 4th hand to carry my bag and a 5th hand to open the door.  -.-



我知道这也是自己的错，但这个代价也太大了吧。该死的小偷。

 dog 2 has a facebk account and i havent pluck up my courage to press tt "add as friend" button. :(
anyway, nxt wk's gonna be a busy wk. :( 
tues: maths class test
wed: maths lecture test AND econs test. :(   (and wth.econs is testing on the whole syllabus, but i doubt they are able to test every topic since there are 18 topics and 2 case studies(abt 5 qns each) )
thurs: dog 2 grad thingie. (it lasts until 10= at nite. O.o i'll probably be sleeping during the presentation ceremony. :(  )
fri: chem class test


and this schedule holds true if what i says isnt true. (i says another chem test coming up on thurs. :(  praying hard tt the teacher doesnt announce anything on tues lecture.)


the only :) thing is tt turned out tt (i think )i passed my interview. (despite erm badmouthing abt salt valley during the interview, which was quite dumb of me to do tt actually. :(  )  though i think many others would have passed theirs too.

anyway, was quite confused whether to study in s'pore or japan, (if i get e scholarship) but now reflecting, i'll much prefer studying in japan though i'll probably get homesick and dogsick. (i mean he is already 84 yrs old, and though it's against my wishful thinking, if i'll really get to study in japan, i doubt tt he can survive till i come back frm japan. :( :(:(   ) 

oh yes, and g p essay test was a flop. didnt know wat i was writing till the very end, and tt includes writing the same sentence thrice and cancelling them twice. >.<  (which xplains why i'll never choose a philo qn during g p exam.)

 piggie just sms-ed mum tt she's india cos apparently there's this mad guy on the plane and the pilot decided to drop him off in india. :S   hope she's fine. :)  

thurs
well, my bdae was special cos i get to drink tea with most of e class and erm yum seng.haha. anyway, thanks for the cute cup and earrings and the foldable box!:) oh, and the special holder which my dear classmates spammed/decorated it with gt's stickers.lol. was quite high after the tea thing and started blurting out random stuff.lol.oh, ct was super nice!!!he went down to the jap embassy specially for us.felt quite bad for making him take cab there...:(  but he's realli a v. nice and sweet teacher. quite fortunate to have him as our ct. <3

fri
played tt in class!:) though i couldnt serve v. well, but @ least some hits i managed to taiko them. :) and it's a form or rather the only form of pe for me now...

sat
this is the historical day for me!it's the 1st time i bought 4d!!!lol. was quite excited, and i brought my ez-link card to prove tt i'm 18 and legally can buy 4d, but hey.i was so disappointed. i was waiting for the lady @ e counter to ask me for my ez-link card but SHE DIDNT.>.< she merely looked at me for a mere few secs b4 proceeding my nos.:( quite sad.cos i thought she would have verified my age. but after thinking for a while, i dont think anyone who is below 18 will go and try to bluff their way through loh. at least not me la.
anyway, went for my cousin's 21st b'dae bash @ ecp. i rode a double bike with my mum, and it was tiring though it's oni for 1 hr cos i'm e one riding in front + i din know how to u-turn the bike, and ended up had to manually push the bike in the opp direction. the buffet dinner was ok, though i made a mistake of taking the noodles w/o asking arnd whether it's spicy.  contemplated whether to stay for the nite cos the chalet is v. ulu AND I SAW A SPIDER IN THE CUPBOARD. tt freaked me out la. but i decided to stay cos my cousin oso staying. v. long nvr chat mah (due to my introvert personality when they came over to my grandma's hse), so decided tt it's time to like make up for the gap.

oh, and we played mj cards!!!(my cards of course.:)  )quite funny, cos is like the 4 of us were super bored, we wanted to watch bof but the tv reception is v. lousy until the images were blurred, so we gave up and secluded ourselves frm the crowd.
 me and my mum had to share a single bed. :( and my cousin, who was e birthday boy, had to go hospital cos he was running a fever and din feel very well.must be a v. memorable bdae for him. oh yes, and i've decided no balloons for my 21st b'dae bash(if i'm really gonna have one) after hearing many balloons going "pop" at random timings, (despite covering my ears)and i'm not gonna hold my bash at tt chalet. :) 

sun
eh.decided to go macs for breakfast cos the free breakfast (only got 4 free seats when there is like 11 of us.-.-) doesnt look v.appetising. there was a bunch of korean kids but i think the r i ones are cuter.  ^.^ then we checked out and the aunts had a crazy idea of having a picnic. so i went cycling (yet again)with 3 of my cousins(2 male 1 female) and my uncle. we cylced for 2.5 hrs la. (which killed me, though i'm still wondering why am i still alive, typing out this blog post.)cycled frm east coast all e way to this area where the airport tower is visible. to see planes taking off and landing. yes, applause for me!!!i managed to survive e whole journey safe and sound.(apart frm e fact tt  i almost knocked into my uncle and suffered a bruise.)and on the way back i really felt v tired, but i was the only one complaining of fatigue. :(  and after returning the bike, i juz stoned at the seat because 1. i was v. v. tired.  2. my butt ached because of the narrow seat.   3. i couldnt be bothered to move.

and when we went to the toilet, juz realised i got sun-burned quite badly. was trying to take pics of the color contrast of my wrists and arms but failed. (i din apply suntan lotion cos i was being defiant. :P) and now there's this super obvious watch mark on my left wrist. hope my face doesnt peel tomorrow. my mum was saying i tomorrow surely ggxx, and i was like if i go to e doc, and the doc asked me wat happened, it's gonna be funny cos i'll be saying something like, "i cant go to sch cos i have serious thigh muscles ache and i'm peeling." lol.anyway, felt quite proud of myself cos i survived 3.5 hrs of cycling in total!!! O.o


rants
couldnt stand some of my aunts.
aunt 1
ok, maybe i'm a clean freak, and my mum already put a plastic sheet over the bed so tt we can sleep on a clean bed, so why do u still keep walking here and there ON MY BED? i know you've already bathed, but no one can guarantee tt u've washed ur feet thoroughly la. i dont think anyone would want to sleep on a bed tt is being stepped over a few times.


aunt 2
my mum brought the 2 litres bottle for everyone to drink.though it's polite of u to ask whether anyone still wants the water before directly drinking from the bottle, dont u think it's v. rude and irresponsible of u to roll ur eyes when my mum says tt she doesnt want e bottle anymore?

got back almost every ct paper except for jap compo and econs.
GOOD:):):)
-physics improved
-chemistry didnt deterioriate
-maths still maintained standard
-gp broke record!!!haha. (like finally after n months.) + our clas got 100% a's and b's!!!yay. i think our gp tutor is proud of us. :)  (though our class is like erm. arnd 11 ppl???)we were in this mass gp lecture then suddenly all our results were on the screen. wondered if he did tt on purpose or wat. :P


BAD:(:(:(:(:(
-well, i juz need that one mark for physics  >.< and apparently the marker for question 16 seemed to have a problem with my arranging of values. i mean, if you apply maths, a*b*c = c*a*b. (commutative law) and i thought that applies to values too. oh wells.
- chemistry didnt deteriorate but hey, it remained stagnant. hopefully can break tt record by prelims and maintain it there. :)
-MY ONLY HOPE OF GETTING AN "A" IS CRUSHED BY H1N1. (econs.) thanks to econs, my maths grade isnt going into the record. oh wells. life is full of ups and downs. muz be more optimistic.:)
-jap was bleah. praying tt my compo can pull my grade up. (it's my last and only chance of having an "a" appear on the record)

well, after all my complainings, these grades dont actually contribute to A levels, so i should buck up and chiong!:)

anyway, there's a problem with stoning. when i stoned, maths teacher will ask if i'm ok cos i looked blur. but when i'm listening in maths tutorial, (YES, i wasnt STONING) the teacher mistook my facial expression as stoning. -.-

and maths lecture was quite boring (sorry teacher!!!:P ) and i was sms-ing pig to jie3 men4. and she randomly asked wat i want for my b'dae. but i didnt know wat i want.  tt was wat happened last yr too with my mum. she suggested buying nitendo ds or something cos my niece had one and she thought tt i would like it but i rejected the idea. (cos i know tt i would probably play it for a few months and juz leave there rotting.) and felt quite bad to my sis cos although i have been complaining how stingy she is, but when come to birthday gifts, the things i've bought for her so far doesnt seem as important/expensive as the ones she bought for me. and yes, though i know it's the thought tt counts, but hey, there's this thing somewhere in the back of my mind which makes me feel bad for letting her splurge on a gift for me, and in return, i can only buy a simple gift like a cake or something which she doesnt even eat most of it. (i think this is the most emo post i've ever posted.)

anyway, pig is going overseas despite her twin getting the flu and flying everywhere and spreading it everywhere(does anyone get the joke?:P) during her b'dae period.and she again asked me wat souvenirs i want but i said i dunno. >.< well, basically i dont shop so i dont need anything.  and yes, i agree tt it's difficult to buy stuff for someone who doesnt even know wat she wants. >.<

and i'm unsure whether i am pursuing my initial aspiration to be accountant/auditor cos strictly speaking, i know nothing abt the career except tt you have to deal with numbers and come up with reports. and i'm quite a pessimistic person, and with my sulky cca records and results, i dont think i can get scholarships to overseas uni. (even to japan) maybe tt's why i lose interest in going for talks and stuff. wat's done has already been done though, shall at least try my best to secure a place in local uni.

i shall attempt to end this quite emo post on a happy note! was asking my um wat she cooking for dinner, and she said," 煎荷包蛋" and i tot she said, "包大“ for "包蛋", then i thought she wanted to play mj or something. -.- and taylor swift's songs are nice!:)

 this's gonna be a long post because it's an update on the last wk's happenings:)

tues
got back jap paper.was quite :( abt my results. praying hard tt my compo is gd enough to pull up the grades, but then again, dont think i did tt well this time in compo cos i elaborated too much in my draft, and had to spent time summarising my own compo (-.-) resulting in a quite narrow view on the topic.  :(  

wed
it was a short day. and as usual, got questioned by the teacher during maths tutorial whether i'm ok juz because i was stoning and it looked like i was confused or something. 

thurs
pe was fun. (coming from a person like me, it means pe was v.fun) at 1 point, i ended up sitting on the floor cos i knew the guys in our class will snatch the ball (tsk tsk) so i was trying to hold on to the ball tightly, and ended up sitting on the floor. lol. anyway, think our class was quite pro. if there's inter-class cap's ball, we'll probably win other classes.:)

fri
got back chem results. didnt know to be happy or sad. sad because my results for chem has been a y=b graph ever since i entered the sch. happy because it seems like it was a more difficult paper according to the stats, and i managed to maintain my grades. oh wells. (pls let it be a y=e^x graph the nxt time and nxt nxt time!!!!!!!) oh, played pictionary in class, and hey. my earth's look more like an earth compared to b's earth la.his is really choco chip cookie. but i think my drawing improved. cos ppl can guess tt i was drawing a lion!!!:):):)  (instead of a furry dog or something.) we should do more pictionary so tt i can prove tt my drawing is not abstract art!!!:)

sat
went to z's hse in the morning, and proud to say, we are the 1st grp to finish g p assignment, ceteris paribus! (refers to the last-min attitude of our fellow g p mates):)  went to the tea session. it was ok at first, but then it became ...  . the answers to the q and a were too long. (a question doesnt need 5 answers juz because you have 5 ppl to answer qns.) and the person at our table was ok, but u can see tt he wasnt really concentrating on the session as well. (he was playing with his phone during the session and ours was the 1st table to disperse after the session)
went central after tt. dog 2 was funny. 
dog 2: wah.this red bean soup (jap style one) is so sweet. by the time i drink finish, i'll probably get diabetes already.
mum: seves u rite for not ordering the one with ice-cream on it.
dog 2: it will be even sweeter if ice-cream was added.
then my mum and i juz looked at each other and laughed. cos tt was the dessert tt we always shared with each other. lol. 

anyway, after tt went to ma ya's hse. she getting plumper by the day. lol. can see tt she eats alot for a toddler's size. she was munching on pringles at one point fo time. O.o but she v. cute, like she will imitate her mum when i talk to her mum. like random ”ね”and ”本当？” and she will nod her head when both her mum and me nodded our heads too! lol. but she seems to be afraid of dog 2. cos she wanted to take the kit-kat frm dog 2, but didnt dare to approach him. then later her parents ask her to return the kit-kat to him, then she kept wanting to return to me instead of him. lol. 
on the way back it was raining quite heavily and quite scary, cos i was in the car, then can see like the lightnings in the sky. O.o was praying  the lightning wouldnt hit the car. lol.

gg-ed at 10pm last nite, and woke up at 7. >.< cant sleep more than 9 hrs. -.-  anyway, apparently someone or rather THEY scammed us abt skipping jap ct. -.- 空欢喜一场.
oh ya, i tink i need to be more awake during cts. i managed to read through the one whole question of chem and yet forget to do some parts of it. -.- and physics was the irritating one. because i went to integrate one of the integrals they gave us. -.- (must be too pre-occupied with maths le.)
akai ito was ok la. shall not elaborate much cos z and o updated abt tt too:) oh ya, turned out that both the actress and actor are younger than us!O.o and apparently the guy actor acted in hama kimi but can only recall seeing the other supporting actor in hana kimi.
 

 went out yesterday for dinner. (the irony!) anyway, it turned out to be a parent meeting. -.- apparently his mum and brother was there. the food  was ok la. (i was practically drinking buckets of water while eating the black pepper crabs. -.- i have a very low threshold for spiciness. ) but they serve food very fast. is like we wanted to order another plastes of veggies, then <3 min they served the veggies le. O.o after tt, went over to my godparents' house since we were in the vicinity. bought durians before going, but my mum was super auntie la!couldnt stand her. she didnt want to buy at first, then my bro pestered her to buy, so she complain here and there.
mum: this durian nice or not?
shopkeeper: not nice i guarantee free!
mum: eh...don cut first!!!the outside not v. nice leh. and so small!later inside no meat,
shopkeeper: (went to take a bigger durian) ok, this one can?
mum: wait!!!dont cut first!!!must weigh first.later come out 1 durian $50 how? and so big later is only the shell leh.  

anyway, after like 15 mins of complaining, we finally decided on the big durian. lol.


but i felt so dumb leading my brother who was driving. (details later down) cos i made him drive a further distance as i couldnt remember what lorong we were at. my godparents' hse was at lorong n. but i tot we were at lorong p or something, so made my bro drive back. turned out we were at lorong h to begin with. -.-

at their house we juz practically la-la-ed. played a while with ma ya. she v.shy, until now still havent talk to us yet. :(  anyway, it's kinda funny to see my bro "playing" with ma ya. ok, he juz practically kicked the soccer ball soft-toy to her and expected her to kick back. lol.  anyway, while saying goodbye, she called my bro "kor". lol. but the volume was kinda soft la. then my bro got tt weird look. haha. but she v. cute la. she kept giving me dvds to stack on the floor, until i couldnt stack some of them cos their bases were too thin to stack vertically.  (managed to borrow some dvds too! :)  )

oh ya, and on the way back, guess wat? my bro whipped out his GPS. -.- tt means he could have easily figured out the way to my godparents' house without me directing him and without me looking like an idiot. -.- but it took me like 5 mins to realise tt 1 of the numbers was actually the speed of the car and not the distance remaining to our house. -.- (i was wondering why the distance remaining kept increasing, and tot tt he was making too many turns which added to the distance. lol) and i was looking out of the windows to see if any other cars had gps, and only found 1. tt's like <0.01? 

anyway, i think i'm the only one who wants to sit for math ct. tt's bcos it's the only hope of me getting "A" grade for the cts. oh wells. 
did i mention the reason why i woke up so early? it's because a group of birds started chirping actively outside the window, which woke me up but not my sis cos apparently she slept like a pig, and had no idea of the birds' existence. -.- 

 should be slacking in the morning but thanks to construction works going on, i decided to slack off. >.< argh. cant they like start construction works when the sch term starts? i mean it makes more sense to assume tt more kids are staying at home during the sch hols compared to during sch reopen right? >.< tt means i'll have to endure a few months of hammering sounds. argh. hopefully they can install the lifts b4 A's. if not i'll have to spend time travelling to somewhere else to mug. (though i really need the exercise but tt's not the point here.)

anyway, it's ironic i'm on fb to destress but typing maniac is making me eve more stressed. >.<

 dog 2 is back frm the us like on last fri. (and he went out like every single day since he came back. O.o)   he bought lots of mochi(actually it's the only item he bought. -.- wanted him to buy tokyo banana but juz cannot remember wat to buy when he called home to ask >.<)frm jp airport. but all the same flavor de. -.- anyway, haven been talking to him. (like usual) haha. but he was quite -.- . cos he contemplated buying a car, (he cant stand taking public transport. pampered kid.) and wanted to use snake's name to buy insurance cos it's cheaper i think. he asked my mum, "how old are you?"  before my mum replied, he was like, "60 izit?" -.- i juz laughed. then my mum was like, "eh.i not tt old la. still got a few more yrs to go. i born in 1953."  dog 2:" 57 yrs old la. no diff la."  LOL. and he still has the US accent which makes me want to laugh when he is talking on the phone. 

oh ya, for the test on fri, it was ok. except tt it was freezing cold. i din bring my jacket cos i tot tt the weather in singapore was burning hot, but big mistake man. froze in the m p h. -.-  i was shivering during the eng component, and juz like scribbled all my answers throughout. and later for the personality one , i couldnt be bothered to think properly. (thinking takes up energy, and i was trying to conserve my energy. haha.) math was fun imo. haha. at least i was concentrating on the paper so tt i din really feel the coldness during math. and i get to practice my rusty arithmetic skill! :) 

and pig's co had this talk by some fireman guy, so she bought fire equipment like fire extinguisher, fire mask, blah blah blah. and we were chatting like wat will happen during a real fire. actually she was quizzing me on it la. but the funny thing is tt the fireman din explain how to see where's the fire coming frm. cos she was saying tt if u dunno where the fire is, then juz stay, cos it's better than running into the fire and die. BUT the fireman din say how to detect the source of the fire. -.-